(05,30,2026)I have just recently started reading the webtoon Nevermore. It is amazing omg I love it so much!!!

(05,17,2026)I went to a Ren Faire today!

(05,11,2026)The site i used to watch anime (animekai) just shut down and i do not have any backups.

(05,06,2026)I bought some really cool stuff over the weekend!!! I ordered a framed emerald swallowtail, some deltarune phone charms, fmab fanmade stickers, and a Dess print!!!

(04,27,2026)Ive started creating a video game based off of some plague doctor yuri fanart my friend sent me. Its not much so far since i'm very new to coding, however, i'm proud of some art i've created for it

(04,26,2026)I recently started The Magnus Archives and it has become a bit of an obsession. I am already on episode 105.

(04,4,2026)Today was interesting,i talked to someone i haven't talked with in a while, who used to be one of my closest friends. We didnt talk for long but she told me that she did not actually hate me which im really relieved with since we never talked about why we stopped hanging out. I assume it was probaby because some of the people she was friends with insisted that we liked each other. Which to be fair, i had a crush on her that never really went away. However i assume it must have been very difficult for her to deal with all the time.

(1,4,2026)

  • Standing by the precipice,
  • Beside a shadow at the edge.
  • He looks down into the abyss,
  • Wondering what is to come,
  • He stares at the churning sea below,
  • truly believing that he will soon join those in the depths.
  • He prepares himself for the fall and slowly steps nearer.
  • The wind pushes him forward as if encouraging his descent.
  • I cannot move,
  • I cannot breathe,
  • All I can do is to hope that what is to come will cease.
  • The wind pushes further and the boy steps closer.
  • He stumbles as if regretting,
  • He falls,
  • It is not quick,
  • It is not peaceful,
  • He joins those who have fallen like him,
  • Down in the depths.
  • What will become of him I wonder,
  • As I edge closer to the abyss